Monday, February 9, 2009

i want you...

I want you…

No, I want just me.
Me, myself and I. My dreams, my desires, my ambitions.

Fight me if you want me.

Love is not getting what I want.
It’s giving you what you want.

Even if giving you what you want hurts me.
I surrender. Have your own way.


I won!
But why do I feel so lost even after getting what I want?

He lost the fight.
But this gentleman…
He won my heart.

Where can I find him? So close yet so far. Does he still want me now that I have rejected him? Oh God, how I hurt him, I’m so sorry.

You can have me.
Because it’s not what I want, it’s what you want.

Your way, all the way.
I surrender.
Your love conquers my fear.

Thank you for wanting me and loving me. I’m unworthy, but still I will say, “I want your love, my love”

I love you because you first loved me.

Wading…because I believe the stars in the sky are promised to me. I know now that my God is so so good.

I’m not demanding, because how can I? I’m just hoping, praying, and asking. Again and again. Because I know you have a heart, tender and true. God opened the eyes of my heart. To see you.
Just wanting you…and counting the stars in the sky. Though they twinkle silently, yet will I seek the voice of Love.

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